Monday, March 19, 2018
FOMO and The True Meaning of Delusion
My FOMO is bad. Really bad.
Now that I've hit fifty, I've had to finally accept that I will never have it all. I will never do it all. Even if there were a hundred of me, each with access to a fortune, I would never be able to do everything I want.
Opportunity in our modern life is an embarrassment of riches, apparently.
Yet there are still things I want to do. Lots of them. I'm not deluded enough to think that I can do everything. I have limitations. I've even accepted a few of them.
But I refuse to accept all of my apparent limitations. I refuse to let go of all my hopes and dreams and crazy ideas.
Instead, I choose to believe that, with careful planning, determination, and a bit of luck, I can do the things I need to do, and still have the bandwidth for some of the things I want to do.
Stop laughing. I know it's deluded. I'm going to do it, anyway.
Part of this plan involves applying the Agile framework - a set of powerful management tools - to my personal and professional life. (You can learn a little more about my efforts in this post here.)
I have divided my efforts into a bunch of different projects, and given these projects exciting names like Project Sisyphus and La Vida Lulu. Over the next few posts, I'll introduce some of these projects to you, and then share my progress.
It might be an inspirational journey to productivity and bliss. It might be a total train wreck.
Most likely, it will be something in between. Without a doubt, it's going to be an adventure.